is it worth it?

u sometimes wonder if it is worth the while? there are times in life when u come to a point, crossroads wherein u start to think. u have tried ur best to be a good human being. u have tried ur best to be as honest. u have tried ur best to commit and go out of ur way to deliver in what u believe. u have tried ur best to be a friend.
but there are times when u feel - what the hell? is it worth it? do people as in people, friends, relation ever care for it? people who u have put ahead of urself, cos u have made a commitment, ever value it?
i feel sometimes it is not worth at all, to waste time on people, individuals.. no more.. u loose hope. i have lost hope many times. it is a materialistic world.
but i will still commit to be honest, straight forward, deliver, beleive. i will still find new causes, new relationships, new friendships with an open mind. but this time i will not be the ways and means to a materialistic goal/world.